Lilth-Vaan

HEY GUISE.

It's me, Lilth - obviously - and I want you guys to know that I have a Skype, Tinychat, Tumblr, and Twitter, so if you ever wanna chat with me more often, get caught up with stories and ideas and perhaps spoilers, or even ask some advice and I'll try to be as helpful as I can, then just send me a note and I'll give you one of these.

I don't know if some of you noticed, but I deleted my Facebook because I was talking with friends and my relatives were stalking me and bitching about me to my mom so yeah. Ended the problem with a huge loss of my sanity and retorting with Tumblr. :/

Anyway, I'm home - schooled now, so just hit me up (not that way) and we can talk! Thanks guys! OH! And before I go, along with the note, send me your deviantart account link so I can be sure it's you and not some stranger! Again, thanks!

Until next time,
Lilth-Vaan!

Hey guys! This is Lilth reporting in, and I was just wondering now that I've returned and am absolutely drained of inspiration - not including my FF.net stories - is there any stories you guys would like to write and explore? Like any fandoms? I'm asking because I'm not sure if I should continue the stories I have on here.

I know for sure I'll be continuing Eleventh Generation and Wind Chronicles for sure since I miss writing KHR!, and I might not upload Calamity and Dreams of the Past, sadly. Sorry about that for those who were looking forward to those two stories, but you can for sure leave some criticism! Next journal will be about what has happened throughout my absence, and I'll be sure to leave out some details like names and places just so you guys won't stalk me in real life... >.> Anyway...

Um, leave your suggestions in the comment box section below, and I'll let you guys know what is going down. Thanks! I appreciate it and very much greatly so!

Hello everyone! For you who have been following me for the years I have been on DA, I'd like to alert you that I am officially sticking to this account and TaintTheSoul is now cancelled! So whoo! I'm staying.

And excuse my absence from both accounts. I've been busy with life; you know, high school, getting a boyfriend who is literally the only thing I got right and the best goddamn thing that's ever happened to me, friend drama, drama, Teen Wolf, Grimm, etc etc. BUT! The good news is that I'm back!!!!

WHOO YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED!! DDD

Anyway, look forward for new and improved work!

Sincerely,
Lilth

I'm sorry, everyone, for my absence on dA, but I have something to say. I will no longer be using this account. In fact, I will be using and creating a whole new one. I must warn you: this account will be a much, much darker side of my writing, and will include mature material.

The account user's name will be TaintTheSoul or something else. I will not delete this account until I have prepared the new account. Please watch me if you still support me.

Thank you for all the support~!

(Hey, everyone, this is Lilth.)

Just recently, my kitten, Tiger, was hit by a car in a hit-and-run accident. Both my dog and black cat are mourning his death, and I'm not quite over it. High school is stalling my computer time, so I'm not usually on as much as I used to be. And I just learned that the person I trust the most has lied to me since I was young, and I feel as if I can't trust her like how I used to be. My fish died, and I got new ones but three died already. They're getting sick from something called the Ick.

Slowly, my life is falling apart, and it's all during high school which I need to pass in order to fulfull my dream of becoming an author. I still need to fix my writing skills, but I'm learning new things each day in my English class.

My friends say a boy may like me, but I don't think I'm over the third heartbreak because when I made eye contact with him on yesterday on the way to the locker room after volleyball, I looked away because the painful sensation in my chest was hurting too much. I felt as if I was about to cry because he was the first boy I actually fell head over heels with.

I know I may sound pathetic to you. I know I sound pathetic to myself too. My life has reached its peak, and everything is crumbling, piece-by-piece. I'm slowly losing hope, and I don't have anyone to talk to in order to release all the other things building up inside of me. I feel as if I just want to let it all fall while ignoring it.

This website and others are all my escapes from reality, but I can never escape it. Watching anime, reading fanfiction and manga, playing video games, or trying to sleep it off will not help like how it used to.

My would is falling apart, starting with Tiger's death.

("Can it be easier? Can I just change my life? 'Cause it just seems to go bad everytime. Will I be mending? Another one ending once again.")